Got back yesterday from couple days at Scout camp. Was really glad I was able to spend this time with S12 and the couple days with just the two of us made me realize how much focus I have put on the M, at the expense of the time with the kids. This was appropriate, but I think we went from one end of the spectrum to the other, and we need to make sure there is some balance.
Things have been just ok with W and I last couple weeks. We have been super busy with our family trip and other summer activities, but there is soemthing else that is going on. W seems to be a bit more isolated/cold. Not harshly, just, IDK, different. It feels a bit like the months before BD, only now I am more dialed in. I am trying not to mindread or do any temperature checks, just noting it here. We have our first MC session tomorrow, so maybe I will learn something there.
CB
Me; 42, W; 43 M; 16 yrs S12, D9
3/13 - "I want to move to XYZ City (four hours away) and it might be without you, not sure" 5/13 - "Not sure I meant that"
