Had an up and down vacation its been two days back from it. I once again had a step back and asked H if there was any chance to work things out and he told me that there is but he doesn't want to talk about it untill Friday he wants to talk to OW first and meet up with one of his friends for advice . I told him that i will wait till then to hear what he has to say on Friday. He had mentioned that he doesn't want to be with OW but at one time he did. He said that he has a commitment to our sons and he is unhappy about our situation and he doesn't know how to fix it so he wants to talk and get an advice from his close friend. And also he wants to have a talk with OW. To be honest I'm still really scared to hear what he has to say and still trying to stay in other rooms due to him texting back in forth from the time he gets up till he goes to bed. Which he is still sleeping downstairs. I know that he needs is space still. I hope things turn out OK on Friday I'm not ready to give up on us. My game plan for Friday is just to listen to what he has to say then try to see how to work through it from there.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
