In all truthfulness kate's_place, I have no idea anymore what is best for me.
When you feel pretty peaceful inside with the decisions you make. At least I know then I am making decisions I can live with. They may not be the right ones, but they are the right ones at the point in time I make them. It is a learning curve, to not let emotions make these decisions. Yet, certainly in my case, they still get the better of me. Am leaning to ride it out and wait for reason to kick in. Then I make the decision.
