Her post is on page 2. Here is an excerpt from it: “Over the next two years things seemed hopeless...I messed up a lot...found this place but still messed up here and there...H cut off contact with his kids and me...it was pretty bad...he would go 6 months with out a word...we didn't know if he was dead or alive most of the time...it was hell on all of us”.
Hope this helps. Hang in there.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state