Just want to tell you that you aren't alone on here, I just read your thread. I don't have much advice at the moment but want to let you know I am here, listening. It is tough going through this, throw in a pregnancy and I know it is worse (been there, too, ow and all!) Maybe we have a lot in common, my current H has left (emotionally) countless times and I started out a WAW and ended up a LBS.

I will keep following, I am sure I will have something to say soon!

M 46
H 44
D 12 S 8
M 9 T 11
BD 2/15/13
"Makes sense to stay together" 5/12/13
Agree we are 'healing' 7/13
Definitely Piecing 9/13