I told h today nice and calm, to go be whatever it is he's looking to be w EA! I would be fine and he's free! This is after he told me he will be helping her forever because that's what friends do, thats why he was with her last night.
He blew up at me that he didn't want to leave me! I said he's not going to have me anymore, I am making the choice to bow out! I am doing this for me, your are humiliating me and dishonering me no more!
My coach, not MWD, said to lock him out finally! Give him a wake up call after all these yrs, he's cake eating! Change the locks! Tell him though he's is financially there for the family, he hasn't been there for the family in a long time!
Any thoughts! My first thought was I'm not strong enough to deal w the fallout of doing that!
Gonna go cry now! I want a life without humiliation, it's not a lot to ask!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
