Just want you to know I understand how you feel and I feel for you. Wanting to save something so bad while our S's are not ready or have no interest (mine) isn't fun. Doing it a second time makes my stomach turn. Waiting in limbo and looking over our shoulders isn't fun either though. Take back the strong Crimson that was posting a little while ago.
Just popping in to say ditto to this. We know how you feel. You are stronger than you think. Our thoughts are with you.
