I'm thinking about going dark again... That last conversation felt too intimate to me for where we are at. A few months ago I'd've loved to have that moment with him, but I feel like I've spent all of March and April having conversations like this, where we share profound realizations about our relationship that end ultimately with him deciding to pull away again after a few days and insisting that "we" aren't going to work. I need to detach, I think...


Me: 30
H: 29
M: 2 yrs
T: 5 years
BD: 12/14/12
Divorce talk begins 1/6/13
I filed: 5/20/13 -- no contact since