Hi Linda! H stopped over tonight and one of the first things H mentioned was the kids didn't tell me Happy Fathers Day yesterday. Whaaat? Did you really just say that?? I just looked at him and said they are old enough to decide what they say and how they feel and they are both really hurting. Is he really that dumb and selfish to even question their actions??? Oh wait...yes he is. He just looked down and said well yeah...
I so wish I knew what was in his head and what he is thinking. H was working in the garage for a bit and he came in and said hear that noise?? That is my tummy rumbling. And you want me to do what about it?? Thought it, didn't let it out of my mouth. H asked if I wanted to go to Subway. I love Subway and he doesn't like it. I said I wasn't hungry--okay I was really starving but didn't tell him that. H back to the garage. Texts me-- yes from the garage-lets go eat he is starving now. I caved- remember I love Subway. I know I am weak. So we ended up going to eat and for a ride. I am so confused. No R talk . Just normal stuff like kids and money. If there can be normal stuff given the situation he has put us in.
When he texts me it is usually not personal. It is more like H is seeking maybe comfort?? I am not sure exactly. H feels bad, what should he do, just dumb stuff. But he always manages to get in whether in person or texts that he isn't moving back and he ALWAYS says,well you know we ARE separated. Noooo, really?? H makes my brain hurt along with my heart and soul.
I hope everyone has a good night. Going to do some reading and catch up on your sitches.
