Divorced-not done-But wondering ?

[JJAC2005]

well.....I'm doing pretty good overall
I feel that this has always had an air of MLC to it...and she is in a very long distance relationship that places them together only a few times a month....its all ok....we are divorced, she is an adult, and she can make her own choices.
On one hand I am a bit confused that she isn’t recognizing any of her own true feelings, but I can understand that she has yet to see all of the changes I have been making, and develop more trust again within those changes.
I will continue to continue to rebuild myself in all the positives I can, plus many more…because in the very beginning when we met…she liked and fell in love with the whole package!
I am happy that we shared the past few weeks...we cleared the air, we shared a lot of insight...and I am pretty sure she got it when I told her what I have been learning.
Yes, admittedly there is a bit of a sting to the reality that things are not exactly moving fwd on a different note….I do still miss her and the family all the time....but I can still remain hopeful.
And now that I had the opportunity to reconnect with my SS, I know he will always be a part of my life…There were a lot of connective and reminiscent smiles from everyone the past few weeks
And best of all, I know that the ex-still likes to flirt with all of it…she enjoys many of those good times…she may one day want to add to them who knows, but I do know that she can still have fun, and really enjoys herself when we are together.