2 years ago when W and I having major issues I broke into her email. I haven't done such a thing since. Everytime issue comes up (slow PC or tonight someone hacked her email legit and emailed out) she questions me . Understandable from past history . Tonight after her email hacked she questioned my laptop being In basement 24 x 7 and on 24@7. I told her work no longer allows me to have personal PC on network . When I checked laptop she was right power savings were off. I told her that but no response . I feel the need to talk to her about these things when kids sleep. Do I let this go? I want her to feel comfortable with what I'm doing. Which is nothing wrong .
I feel that the more I explained myself it makes me look guilty but the more I hold it in I get upset.
This isn't the first time she has made comments. She brought this up in front of kids so not much I could say accept the damn truth
I feel I'm putting to much energy into this . I've done nothing wrong and she don't trust me. Last time I confronted the issue 7 months ago she said she would never trust me again
I guess my gut is telling me to let it go. Feedback
