My new normal (she has moved out)

[Grizz]

Hey guys. Things have continued to be positive around W. We took the kids to an amusement park on Father's Day and had a really good time. She has continued to show signs that she wants to work on us but has never really said that. She bought me tickets to a baseball game for Father's Day which I love. She got me the same gift for valentines day (when things were really bad). The big difference is that for V day she bought me two tickets (I went with a buddy). Yesterday she had four tickets (so the whole family could go in July). Very positive step in my opinion.

She has not said I love you again since the move out day however. Thats ok though. Baby steps.

In all, our interactions have been going well. She now kisses me goodbye and will hug me. She actually held my hand driving home last night for a few minutes.

I know that I must keep my expectations very low but man it's hard to do when things are going well. But I can't mentally return to where I was 5 months ago.

Second round of the softball tournament tonight (W said she wanted to bring the girls out to watch but they have vacation bible school. Another positive sign.) If we keep winning, we will play three games tonight. Should be fun.

Thanks for the continued encouragement. Keep sending your good thoughts and prayers my way. Something seems to be helping.