Who do you want to be? What are you really angry about? Is it even anger?
I was an emotional wreck last week. It's really obvious now. I did better in handling the stress than I used to... but I still have a long ways to go.
I had family visiting, grad parties to throw and attend, and my wedding anniversary all on one weekend. And too much H exposure. Because these are family events we were celebrating together, but with a different definition of family now. And that's unjust, and looking back I was more hurt than angry.
Very glad last week is over. I laid around and recovered yesterday. Today when I got up for work it was literally like I had to thought 'oh, that was bad' re: last week. But the pluses outweigh the minuses, our daughter was well supported and feted and is on her way to living the next stage of her life.