In my opinion that has been part of the problem. She came back and "tried". I think that is what she would say she did if asked. She tried to loved together again and felt that things were not going the way she had wanted or expected (in terms of her feelings) and then abruptly left. I wrote her a few days ago trying to share that not enough time had passed for either of us to feel secure in rebuilding yet. That we need third-party help. She responded to the note by saying "it was awesome" but I guess still decided to pass on the content.
I'm really at a loss and feel like I'm tumbling back down the mountain I climbed.
