I am really trying to do some deep introspection. I never realized that I should be more in tune with some of my, for lack of a better word, issues. It is difficult even trying to figure out why I feel a certain way, then coming to the revelation that it's a problem, let alone coming up with permanent solutions on how to better myself....I am definitly getting a good strong look at myself tho. I KNOW that I will come out of this a better person. I feel whole heartedly that I would be a much better husband today....But, I guess time will only show HOW much better.
I am not really sure if I will ever come to peace with wifes decisions or actions. I know that several people on here have. I also know that others never really do. I have a few of those types of people in my immeditate circle of friends and family. I do not wish to end up like them. They are bitter, resentful and down right unhappy. They also tend to stereotype and judge all individuals. I hope with all my heart I don't become one of them, but I am not sure I can deal with this breakup....completely, without understanding "why".
