Hi Bright ans Linda~~ Hope you are both having a good day.
Bright, I actually changed it up a wee bit and made ham and swiss croissants which were sooo good if I do say so myself Added some chips and dip and that was dinner. I have tried very hard to not do any H bashing around the kids. I save all that up for you all!! I let them vent and say what they need to then try to follow that up with no matter what H is still your dad and still loves you. And H really has been a good dad in the past. And my son is struggling so much because he wants his " old" dad back so much. Daughter at this exact moment hates him and wants no part of him.
Bright I really think this is a positive thing H talking with you. The text you sent H was so thoughtful. And I am sure it is giving H more to think on. I am so glad you had a good day. That makes me soo happy f or you. I really want to try and learn to do yoga but I am not the most graceful or bendable person on the planet. But in keeping with my GAL I am going to look into it.
Linda~~thanks for the encouragement about the kids. I worry I am doing all the wrong things but I am trying. I know that pain and agony I am in and I do not want that for them. This just [censored] for everyone involved. I am so happy you got Ha pizza. I have been smiling about that since I read it.
H was here pretty much most of the day yesterday. In the garage a lot but also checking in the house too. Wanting me to come keep him company out there. I could tell H was kinda having a bad day. I think a lot of it had to do with the fact that FD weekend was always such a big deal. We went all out to make sure H had a good day. Presents, his favorite food, pies-his favorite. This year--nothing. Then as soon as H left, he starting textingme right away. Daughter said " is he even out of the driveway yet??"
The hot and cold, mean and civil stuff is so confusing... I know H looks awful and he says all the time he "feels like crap.". Hmmm wonder why??
So another day in the trenches as my momma would say . I have a date with some nasty weeds in the back yard and then get to scrub the floors. How much fun can I have in one day?? Have a good day ladies and I am sure I will be back later.
Added some chips and dip and that was dinner. I have tried very hard to not do any H bashing around the kids. I save all that up for you all!! I let them vent and say what they need to then try to follow that up with no matter what H is still your dad and still loves you. And H really has been a good dad in the past. And my son is struggling so much because he wants his " old" dad back so much. Daughter at this exact moment hates him and wants no part of him. 
