Becoming PatientMan II - Still En-Route, Post-D

[jp787]

I have the urge to look her dead in the eyes and just very calmly tell her, "I was soooo in love with you. Sooooo...ferociously in love with you...there just have never been words that can describe what I felt for you." And then just leave.

Hi PM.

Thanks so much for posting to my thread, I know I am a difficult one

So what you posted ^^^, yeah I can see that as something I would do/say and I now know the motive behind it.

Do you?

Down today. I'm stuck dwelling in my disasters instead of counting my blessings. It's like a scale where everything (reality) is always there, it's just that some days one side of the scale outweighs the other. It's probably just a function of the boundary I set yesterday, but I'm just down.

I'm swamped at work. I have a difficult final exam this evening. The kids and I miss each other terribly. W is having a tough time. I feel tired all the time and am having trouble getting out of bed in the mornings. I'm struggling with a PMA, though I'm doing an okay job of acting "as if" around the family.

-PM

I feel for you PM. With W reaching out must make it seem like nothing makes sense. I think you are on the right track with setting boundaries up. Wish I could offer more help.