It's interesting - I've discovered that I can feel many emotions all at the same time. There is that compassion underneath. I know he's hurting.
But... He still has a choice in how he deals with that hurt. And he continues to make bad choices and do immense damage to our life. Just sad.
I often wonder... What must it be like to look at a person and lie right to their face? Repeatedly?
So while being with her sorry a$$ may make him feel good at the moment, I think that afterwards he has feelings of guilt and remorse. Only he can change this cycle, though.
Thanks for being so kind to everyone around here Linda. You may not think you are doing well, but you are! I am no better than you, believe me. Just a bit farther along on my journey
Keep on keepin on girl!
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."