Me 8 months on, dark and trying to detach.

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Thanks InnerStrength and GALbaby. I know I am doing the right thing as per the forum and DB. Day by day I am doing what needs to be done, it is the future that messes up my head. The stuff that you know will need to be sorted out eventually. The problem is that stuff is major and can lead to so many more issues.
GALbaby, no I am not second guessing going dark, I know for me it is what has to be done. I also know that I need to be dark for a lot longer for me to make a choice in staying dark or trying something else. Like a lot of LBS, I still wonder if there is something else that I should of, could of and would of done.
I will be organising my next DB coach session for after the school holidays, so the session will be around mid July.
Let's see what the holidays bring, for me and my PMA, for what the friends and family see and to be out of this country town for two weeks.
I definitely won't be trying to talk sense to the W. That is a guarantee that I know won't work at all.