I suppose 2 mos no S and sharing on the same bed we were bound to find each other. I was half a sleep and dazed and found ourselves just about to do the deed! We were making out and i felt she didnt mind. She wasn't pushing me back and I wasn't holding back either.
But I thought to myself this happened before and I got blamed for it at the end for manipulating her and pressuring her to S. So I ask her if she is ready for this and if this is what she really want? Of course my dumb manhood was telling me are you f'ing nuts Newman, do it and the other is the DB voices dang Newman you're too easy Wth! And she said I'm not sure. That's when Newman pulled back!
I was really surprised at myself for such control that I didn't have before. I just said maybe its not the right time and we went back to sleep.
Morning I played it cool even though inside me keep sayin darn so close so close . But I knew it was not the right time. I continue with LRT, she initiated contact and said well since its Father's Day what would Newman want for breakfast? Trying not to be rude and I was hungry, I would like an omelette thank you. She responded with Sure happy Father's Day.
The entire morning she was flirting with me but I wasn't really buying it and at the same time not being rude. Anyway, we went on our separate schedule for the day and I kept my plan, I hung out with s14 and w went to her parents house to celebrate father day.
I went go-karting with s14 we had a blast! D18 is out of town with her friends so she took me out yesterday for dinner for fathers day and my W went along also.
Well that was how it was in the limbo train this weekend. The limbo train is absolutely has its rollercoaster effect.
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
. But I knew it was not the right time. I continue with LRT, she initiated contact and said well since its Father's Day what would Newman want for breakfast? Trying not to be rude and I was hungry, I would like an omelette thank you. She responded with Sure happy Father's Day. 