Nero, I'm a little uncaring today about h and his life. He's working and I'm enjoying the nothing to do day.

He cant give me or be what I need! Yesterday he kissed me supper fast our 3x's goodby, I stopped him, held his face and told him to never kiss me on the fly, and showed him, xxx, this is how you kiss a girl, you take the 3 seconds to make it feel real.

I didn't wan to kiss him or felt anything, I felt more like I was teaching a nerd from high school how to treat a girl.

My point is he is trying to be the guy he was and now that's not good enough for me, he showed me what a putts he is, I wasn't looking, he pointed it out.

I think your guy may be a WAS, IMHO!

I'll be back....D19 wants to use my credit card!

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!