Well, she had been playful lately, seeing if I would react. Today she put on the full court press making her "advances" on me. I said several times that I needed to go, albeit half heatedly. Things kept progressing and I finally had to get up to exit the area so I went to run some errands.

She apologized numerous times after I left: text, phone call, and in person when I got back. I just kept telling her not to worry about it.

Don't get me wrong. I LIKE to feel wanted and desired and needed, but I just don't know what she's thinking. She started a relationship with another man, (after that was admitted)told me she wanted to work on things, but needed space, convinced me to move out, started things back up with OM, strung me AND the kids along for a year and a half, then divorced me last week.

And she wants to snuggle and cuddle and ML? I don't get it.

But I will not be relationship filler. I am not a backup option. And much as I enjoy the physical contact and intimacy (physical contact being one of my LLs), I have to draw the line and stick to it. I hate to see her reaching out and rejecting her, but I don't see another way.

-PM

M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds

"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.