Hummingbirds are fasciniating little birds, i.e., always flitting here and there scooping up the nectar for their energy sources. They come in a variety of colors, shapes and sizes too. I enjoy watching them as well.
About the birthday card, keep it very simple/generic.
Try to enjoy the rest of your afternoon.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
