I FEEL LIKE you dawn- this man knows (or should know) how i feel & who i AM. HE can "approach" me- i am "there" - if he chooses not to- it's on him.... i'm the least scary of people and he thinks i still care. (me-sometimes idk anymore).
he doesn't even try- i'd say that's a big ole "doesn't even want to" - he says he's "afraid i'll yell at him" (that mneans talk about anything he does and how it impacts me or hurts me".
i try and never say a word- he knows, he fears & feels like a bum i guess- idk- how do i not know what i do know? what's he's "doing" - it's there floating between us always- he acts like it's not- why???
too tired to bother now -WE ALL ARE ALONE WITH OUR DELIMMAS and decisions - aren't we??? it's ultimately YOU - or ME -