Been awhile..

[Jeack]

So I haven't been on here for awhile. I've been trying to deal with my anger towards W and her going back to her old BF. I've detached pretty well to a point and have found the more I detached the more she quickly ran to OM. We havent seen each other since early April, Talks are non existent except me trying to get her to pay bills that she agreed to so this is my farewell email to her. Was looking for feedback. I want to send it Monday morning since she'll be at work at not with OM.


Hey I had a lot of alone time to really think and I first want to say I'm sorry. I know life has been hard and you had to make a lot of tough decisions. The last thing I want to do is make things more hard. I've had a lot of unanswered questions and don't worry I'm not going to overwhelm you with them. I've done alot self reflection and I know you made the right decision for us. I won't say ill never stop wanting to be with you because that would be a lie. You still have my heart and I know it's hard to believe but I still would like to be friends. It's not a plot to get you to get back with me. I've lost you but I still consider you one of my best friends. I've tried to forget about you and I've might of done somethings and said some things that are unforgivable but believe me my actions have never been to hurt you. I've decided to let go of the material things keep the ring. Also don't worry about the car insurance, impound fees or dog bill look at those as apart of the divorce decree. All I want is for you to be happy and just know I'm always in your corner. If you ever need to talk just know my door is always open. I want to end things on a positive note and get the divorce done so you can be happy. I don't want to be pushy so take your time. I'm going to email you the settlement and when you agree I'll send it to my lawyer to finalize it. Again I'm happy you found someone who loves you. This will be the last time I contact you and again I'm sorry.

Really could use some feedback. Thanks and Happy Fathers day to all the Dad's out there