Hi Portia,

Even surrounded by people, we still feel that little loneliness inside; the place where our H/partners resided.

You said the words I have been looking for, it's just that simple...the place they resided!

I haven't been ready to give up the good aspects of our marriage until I started to realize that the loneliness inside has been there a long time.

My H hasn't been what I've needed for a while now, and the good has been out weighed by the bad.

I just need to heal, and move forward, I'll give it all in my power to see this through, but I am exhausted. I've been so afraid to loose the R, that I haven't been able to see that maybe I would be gaining myself back again.

This road is too damn long......

Hope everyone has a great Sun.


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!