On a real downer. Over the last couple of days a raging anger is brewing and I can't stop it.
Wife is just getting on my nerves. Stepson getting on my nerves. Can' help think I have spent the last 13 years bringing up someone else's son, giving him stability etc etc etc and my own sons home is now broken into pieces.
Stepson has always been W favourite and it is now just plain getting on my nerves.
I hate my Wife for doing this, hate her selfishness, I feel like I don't even like her as a person anymore with her moaning all the time about what little money she gets as a carer for our sons and how much she is saving the govt. Feel like screaming in her face that its your Son, why the h*ll should you get paid for looking after him. I want to tell her that our cosy chats and coffees are over. That there is no friendship outside of the marriage and I am well and truly done and want to move on. She is welcome to her life on benefits with her f�$%ked up friends single friends.
TBH the way I am feeling at the moment I feel like the last 13 years have just been a bad joke at my expense.
If that's all self pity I don't care, I am entitled to some.
BTW nothing new has happened in my sitch to trigger this. I need a break from DB and a holiday, maybe then I will feel differently.
