Everything has been going very well. We've been a little more forthright with our feelings since speed bump a couple weeks ago. Hopefully no more rug sweeping.
I'm trying to put myself out there a bit more. Be more vulnerable while sharing my feelings to her. All I've my 180's since last year are now a new normal for me, but I'm always striving to improve myself. Trying to be more assertive and being more of a leader in our family. I've taken a lot of W plate since last years BD.
W has been very affectionate toward me. We've ML a couple times, one of which was initiated by her. She tells me she loves me at random moments. The other night before bed she was thanking me for all the help I've given her (she started her new business last week), she gave me a kiss and said "you're so good to me", which was nice.
I can't help but thinking about her comment a couple weeks ago of "I don't see us being married in 3 years". I'd like to believe it was mostly her emotions talking as we were in a very emotional conversation about the text I received from OMW.
This may not sound right but there's times I can't believe W isn't attracted to me. I'm not discounting her feelings and it sounds like stupid thing to say, I'm just not wording it properly.
I'm still on here multiple times daily picking up any little tidbit I can. I've realized recently that I was guilty in the past of applying some DB principles more suited to a LBS, when I've technically been piecing (with a couple speed bumps in between)since I've come to this board. Nothing drastic, just a self observation.
Thanks again to anyone who posts on my thread, this board has been so helpful for me
M-38 W-32 D7, S4 M-10 BD-May '12 S for 1 month-June '12 Reconcile, Piecing
