Just read the last few posts regarding the key to the car and you trying to deal with your feelings.
I'm so very, very sorry. I know how painful this all is. I really never dreamt anyone could cry so much as I have over my H.
Last year I thought I would break from the pain and hurt. But I didn't. We go on. We find strength and new growth elsewhere. Like a tree that has some major branches removed but continues to grow and blossom from other areas.
No one can say what your H will do. I wish you a happy ending to all this mess. But in the meantime, you can make it one more day, right? You can hold your head high knowing you aren't the one dispensing the pain.
And you have courage as you can listen to the little voice inside and try again tomorrow hugs, rH
Me54/H47 '08 H is "done" March '12 H moved out Brink of D, December '12 2014 totally reconciled! ...... "I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal." Jim Conway
