I guess I am just tired of being, being what I don't know. Is it angry, is it crazy, is it heart-broken, stabbbed, saddened, hurt, what?
All of the above?? That's what I would feel and have felt through this during the twists, turns, etc. of this journey.
I am so sorry things are going in the direction they are. I was devastated just seeing that W was looking at apts...I cannot imagine how I would be if she was moved in with OM, he was driving "our" truck and his kids' car seat a permanent fixture, and she was playing "mom" to his kid...oh man that would hurt...
I am pondering over this, ans waiting to see what the ets might have to say...
Just take care of YOU and the kids today and this weekend, I know it's tough, but try to keep H out of mind as much as possible...
Hang in there! T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
