I guess I am just tired of being, being what I don't know. Is it angry, is it crazy, is it heart-broken, stabbbed, saddened, hurt, what?
It is as if he is trying to push me to the breaking point by doing more and more "evil". The quieter I sit the more he throws in my face. When will this stop, what can I do? I am really tired of getting stabbed over and over, again and again.
B, just saw your post. I am so sorry you are hurt. I don't blame you. Do you think he had to do that to "make up" for ditching her the night of your son's ceremony?
In the end, the hardest thing is to realize that he isn't doing this to you. It hurts you but that is not the reason he is acting this way. At some point, his actions will not hurt but I think that takes quite a lot of time. I found that a nice interaction, as you had with him, makes the hurts a little harder to bear because we can't help but think something might be changing in their attitudes toward us. At least in my own experience.
