Tyvm Sailing, its so nice to talk to someone going thru the same sitch. Its much more of an emotional roller coaster than I thought it would be. And knowing one mistake can negate weeks of progress sure adds to the pressure of it all.
Detaching is the hardest part in these first few stages, cause I tend to get sucked back in to easily, then the next day im back to step 1. I MUST LEARN TO GET STRONGER AND MORE COMMITED ON THAT.
