Going In Circles

[shouldistillhope]

BKS,

Thanks for the advice and words of encouragement.

Anniversary came and went and it definitely helped to keep myself busy so i didn't become tempted to text or call W.

I didn't expect any type of communication from W either, so by keeping my expectations at zero was good for me.

I have been telling myself that i will start working out harder and get in amazing shape, but i seem to keep putting it off, or i start for a few days then fall into the same routine of getting off work and going back to sisters house and just having a couple drinks. I know this is not good, and i will start taking better care of myself.

Going to try a new workout routine on Monday.

I am very happy with myself so far with regards to not initiating any contact with W at all. I dont call or text her unless it has something to do with the kids. I am not saying it is or isn't working, i believe it is too early for that, but at least that is something i am able to stick too.

Take care.