D18 is graduating tonight. I cried all last night, woke up and started crying again. No support anywhere. My dad & grandma & everyone I know is telling me to move on. I feel like such a fool. And I'm angry. My kids and I deserve more than H can give now. But I'm supposed to have PMA for the next couple of days in the hopes H will someday be attracted to me again? Gimme a break.
