The odds are overwhelmingly in your favor T. We could make some bank with those odds if we could bet on them. I really value your willingness to express the whole spectrum of your feelings. I feel that way too. For the majority of the time, I feel really good. I feel peace. But it's important to me to express my vulnerable moments here. It helps me overcome it and I also hope it helps others realize they're not alone in how they feel. When I read your posts, that's how I feel, that I'm not alone. I've come so far. T is hanging in there. I see so many positive things in his sitch. I can hang on too.
That is really neat about your son. I want that for my boys too. Whatever path they chose, as long as they do something they love.
M38,H39 M:16Y BD:8/12 OWDB:11/12 S:11/12-5/13 "Temp" home:6/13 OW dropped:9/13 "I love you":12/13 H ring on:2/14 Depression back:5/15 "I'm done:" 7/15 H moved out: 3/16 H moved back: 12/16 Working on us: 3/17