Letting Go & Moving Forward 2

[littleGTO]

Today I had to work late and then went to the gym. I forgot my cell phone at home so did not contact H regarding what time I would be home.

I didn't think this was a big deal, since he leaves the house whenever he feels like it generally & kids are okay until I get home. For whatever reason he stopped by my gym to talk to me on his way to his gym.

This is a first. I wonder if he was checking on me. Two reasons-- my trip that I told him I was going on & didn't want to tell him where (& that rubbed him the WRONG WAY) and two, I left some texts on my cell phone from cute young neighbor guy & the past two days I've left my cell phone at home by accident...maybe he has snooped! (The texts were very innocent, but it would throw H for a loop that I might be communicating w another guy).

It also might just be that he didn't have a way to comm w me & it was on his way so he stopped to talk to me. That seems simpler and more likely, I guess.

Also, he reminded me that he wants me to call cell phone co. to give permission to remove his cell phone from my acct. I did this before but he did not set up his own acct within 30 days. I thought maybe he was trying to be smart and save money by not setting up his own acct.

He said he just hasn't had the time, but he wants this done. I know I responded cooly. "Yes, H, I will do this."

Then he said, "Well, I guess I'm going to go."

My pace on the bike doubled when he left...so much stress over something so little. I will call tomorrow to get this one last thing separated. Then he will have the complete financial freedom he told me he desired back in February.

More steps on his own path. Got to stop worrying about him and refocus on ME. So hard sometimes!