Clear goals and a vision for the future

[Lyrael]

CBH -
Somehow I totally missed you singing to me on my thread yesterday. You can serenade over here any time you want!

Well, I did okay last night. Not great, but okay. I logged out of EQ at about 11pm, after falling asleep at the keyboard for a second and getting my H's character killed while I ran around like a headless chicken, bumping into walls and generally doing about everything screwy in the game I could. His car had no license plates, so he couldn't drive it home, so he was depending on someone else for a ride home. Said person is NOTORIOUSLY irresponsible, so I was worried H might be ditched completely and be spending the night at the shop. This, as you can imagine, is a situation tailor-made to work me into a worrying/grouchy frenzy. But, around 11:30 when I called, he said TJ had come back but was returning some videos and he'd get a ride with him when he came back.

I went to bed like a good little db'er, and woke up around 1:30. No H. So I called (I know, it violates my rule.)I was a little stressed-sounding, and he commented that I sounded a little freaked out, but I contained my nasty comments and he said he was on his way as soon as the aforesaid irresponsible person got back to the shop with his girlfriend. Another 45 minutes passes, wherein:
1) I call the shop again to tell him to just stay there. (he had already left)
2) I seriously consider demanding that he pack his crap and move out, or I would.
3) I move out to the couch, thinking I am going to spend the night there.

At about 2am (the man is predictable, just in an irritating way!), he rolls in with two humidifiers - one cool for S's room, and a warm-mist one for our room. He also bought me this huge brick of white chocolate shaped like a cross (he thought it was somewhat amusing, as it was the GAUDIEST piece of candy I've ever seen) and told me he bought TJ and Lisa both candy bars for taking him home. I sputtered a little, and pouted some (I was unable to pry Bob out of the closet for this encounter - could it have been because it was 2am?), but he was really sweet and started hugging me, telling me he was sorry. And I said, "for what?" (I really hadn't said anything about why I was grouchy.) He said "for not making you happy." (That comment scares me, honestly.) I said "you don't have to do that." And he said, "but that's what I want to do." (this last in his romantic conqueror type voice.) Then we went to bed and he was very snuggly, wanting me to rub his head and rubbing my back some. And then, as per our habit, we . The man is truly astonishing me with his appetite for , since he seemed to not care that much about it when he was gone.

Anyway, he's at the house watching S today, since our daycare person cancelled (last night!) on us. I gave him lots of love before i left - kisses and a quick neck rub. He's lucky; our S is still asleep because at 2am when his daddy came home, he launched himself out of bed (with his two new cars clutched firmly in both hands ) and slid to a stop in front of the baby gate, with a big "HIIIIIIIIIII!!!!! to his dad. So the little guy is sleeping in this morning (anything past 7 is sleeping in for him.)

So that was last night - I'll post today's goals later!
Hugs and thanks for all replies yesterday!
Myrrh