Hi littleGTO~ Thanks for stopping in. I just cannot figure out which end is up in this whole situation. Thanks for your input. I just feel like everything I see or feel lately is wrong. I really am working on being nice to him. What I really feel like doing is smacking him til his teeth rattle...How do I know if I am being too nice to him??

Do you know what is weird? I feel kind of guilty about Fathers Day. After everything H as done and I have guilt. What is wrong with me?? H was always such a good dad and he deserved a really good day and he looked forward to it. And after what H said earlier tonight I know he is kinda sad about it.

I am looking forward to getting my frustrations out on the weeds. I like your idea of doing it a little piece at time. And hoping it gives me some strength and control. I like that thought very much. Thank you smile

I hope things are going well in your sitch. Take care littleGTO and thanks for being here!


Me~46 H~48 M~28 yrs. D-25. S-20