Okay...

So I didn't even see OW at our afternoon meeting, but of course I wasn't looking too hard either!

H sat with another make coworker. He and I did not speak once the entire day.

When H came home, he was not in the best of moods. Seemed distracted. Immediately went on treadmill.

I switched my yoga night from Friday to today because he asked if he could go golfing since it was cancelled Monday due to bad weather.

He was strange at dinner - sat with us - but kept his headphones on. He texted (and looked quite serious!) while on the treadmill.

Also at dinner, he asked me how my day at work was. I think he wanted to see if I would say anything about OW.

Instead, I said I had a good day and that I thought my meetings were very productive smile

Seemed more normal when I came home from yoga, but did two strange things :

1. As I'm getting S3 ready for bed, H asks me what I did for lunch. I told him who I went with (our mutual friend) and where we went. I asked him how his lunch was (it felt like the natural thing to do), and he said he went out with a male coworker, and told me what he ordered.

The whole exchange seemed like he was fishing for something from me, but what???

2. Out of the blue, he does a load of laundry. This is always a red flag something is up! It was a small load too, only a handful of clothes.

Maybe there is something specific he wants to wear for "golfing" tomorrow.

I will be sitting quietly and letting the answers come to me smile

Glad today is over. I feel exhausted. Stress and worry definitely zap your energy.

Good night smile


Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me

~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."