I've really been dwelling on my situation over the past week and I am actually driving myself crazy with it!!
Part of me feels like I should try going back to being friendly and doing things as a family because this seemed to cause me the least amount of stress,seemed ok with my H and seems like the best route to reconciling.
However, the other part of me feels like I did try that and it still left me in limbo and I feel like H isn't really getting the picture of what separation/D is really like (he's having his family but also not having to deal with me.
I sometimes think I should just move on but deep down I know this is not what I want right now.
