Obviously I meant no disrespect to you. I wouldn't have taken time to read/post if I wasn't interested in your situation. I am a little confused at the change in tone since your earlier posts. If it was just your way of releasing anger toward something other than your H, I misunderstood the intent of the post.
There may be things to justify about him and your sitch, but can all of it be, if it makes you so angry and uncomfortable?