Weird emotions lately. General confusion, but sticking with my plan.
Met an old friend for lunch today. It was nice to finally catch up with him. He seemed very much FOR me moving back into the family's old place in the old neighborhood. He also seemed quite perplexed at the dynamic of the relationship between me and XW (seems to be the norm for people I explain things to).
I have myself about 90% figured out, but there's this missing piece that I haven't decided on yet... what I am supposed to do and allow with regards to my heart. The variables in this decision making process are somewhat contradictory.
I feel like I'm DB'ing well (even though it's post-D). W is definitely on a much lower pedestal. This is a whole new world to me. Confused and lonely, but generally and outwardly doing well.
-PM (on mobile)
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.
