Yesterday came home from work and awkward situation came up. Me and my wife were alone. Kids both went to neighbors and me and wife are never alone. I remember 25 telling me to see this as opportunity. Prove to wife we can be alone without pursuit or pressure. She was getting dinner ready and I noticed she had steaks for the grill. I offered to grill them up and she said no its ok I'll do it. I was feeling a little anxious so I took the dog to fill my truck up with gas and game back.
Dinner was almost done and I sat down at the kitchen table. She didn't sit with me but she sat in the kitchen at the bar. She ended up talking to me about stuff. It was good conversation. First time in a long time. I then went to help a neighbor move.
At night she sat in room with me and watched the hockey game. I was up late due to triple overtime. I skipped gym this morning and put S on bus. I did say "have a good day and she practically ignored it" Seems she doesn't like when I say this so I will make note to myself.
Tonight is Alanon. Really wish the meetings were longer then 1 hour!
