just stopping in to say hi and wow, what alot you've been thru lately. i can't even imagine the joint suicide thing floating around out there for your h and his parents. wtf???
i get pain- i don't get burdening your kid with it- at any age. i guess they want to be talked out iT? how wierd to see it as an option to keep on the table. oiy...
and ya wonder what happens to these guys to make them go mlc? i read these kinds of things (i haven't read every single post of yours from day 1 - just some recent pages)
it's things like this that make me believe mwd and her opinions about mlc and it being the wacked out form of crazy it is.
sometimes i don't believe - i just judge my h and want to hate him and be done with it.
xometimes i hear about the jerky lives & parents (my own h) and so on- and i believe whole heartedly it's a form of insanity.
i just don't know anymore almost what to think about almost anything.
BUT THEN hey - maybe that is me getting more buddha like and just letting it all go - letting the (what?) universe surround me and just going with the flow????
it feels like a cop out sometimes- but allll my rigid control of self, etc. sure does not feel like it has produced any remarkable result in life.
i still subscribe to "as ye sow- so shall ye reap)" don't know why- want to stop sometimes - but plug forward being WHO I AM - and trying to not judge.
hang on- & hope your day if nice. at least we can be glad to be alive and sane & healthy - can't we???
