You definitely are a very classy lady and no one can take that away from you. People may see them together, but they could also be thinking about how stupid he is not to be there beside you.
I like the change in vacation plans. You can always squeeze in a day or so at the beach later on.
Thinking of you today.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.