Hi ladies~~Linda, I will be heading over to your page to check out those links. I need all the help I can get. I am so down right now. I need to get some of my hope back. Don't know where it is hiding right now. I need to quit obsessing about H and JW. Then I get to thinking that H has been here a lot lately. See~~that is my problem... Too darn much thinking. I have been keeping really busy but it still creeps in.. The doubt, the sadness, the hurt, H betrayal, all of it...

Thanks for stopping by BrightFuture. I like that love bank idea. I totally get that. But like you said, where do you draw the line? And I feel bad for H and I know he is hurting but it is his own fault. Hope things are going well for you. I will check in on your sitch in a bit.

Is it normal that I want to track JW down and smash her face in?? I never would but I think about how good it would feel. Then I think back to what others have said that this will fizzle out between them. I just wish H could see himself or hear himself.

You are all so strong and I thank you for your support. I need to get it together. For ME... I know I have to do this and I want to do this. I want to be the one H wants....You all are truly my lifeline....no pressure there at all huh?? smile


Me~46 H~48 M~28 yrs. D-25. S-20