Not confused...looking inward

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Oh my gosh!. I haven't laughed so hard in a long time. I almost peed my pants.

Okay, not really a funny story, but I got a good laugh from it.

Tonight S14 had a ceremony that he had to go to. H's night so H's responsibility to take him...apparently h thought that meant I wasn't going...but of course I was...it is my son, duh.

Well he came to get boys late, and while we were in the driveway headed out I asked H if I could sit with them, if he didn't mind. He said "sure" like something was "up". So I head out in my vehicle while H and boys got in his vehicle. So I get there just right behind H. The whole time I am watching him look around, like he was looking for someone. So I see him sit down, and immediately follow and sit with s10 and H. So the whole time H is frantically texting and looking around, texting, looking around,more texting. Well I caught a glimpse of who he was texting, yep OW. Lol. Well all of a sudden H excuses himself, gone for about ten minutes, and comes back. I didn't ask, didn't care quite frankly. So he comes back, a little talkative to me, and then politely says "thank you". I ask why, and he says he had to take that call that came through as it was work related...funny thing was H's phone never rang...lol. Not sure why h even gave me an explanation, but his lips were moving voluntarily....lies! So H talks a little bit socially to me and I notice relief on his face a little until.....yep more text messages. Finally he decides that they need to leave as son got his award and I gently tell him that everyone was asked to stay to the end...so more texting. He gave me an excuse that he still had to cook and I kindly offered to drop the boys off at his place if he wanted to go get started. His response, nope that's okay, I'll stay. So more texting and H getting more flustered by the minute and then I saw OW name again on his phone. Haha!

Seems they (h and ow) had a texting "disagreement". My suspicions are that she was going to show at this ceremony and he told her not to because I was there. She probably came and he went outside to tell her to go, and then she got mad because he couldn't leave. If that wasn't the case, then it is the story I am going with, because it made me feel laugh thinking things didn't go according to H's plan.

I will say this, whomever he was texting, whether it was ow or more people, they got H worked up something serious. A lot of angry moans and rubbing his face and head. All I know is that he seemed "fine" sitting there talking to me.

As a side note, I saw a different side when it came to S10. Seems my H can't handle the little guy anymore and was getting quite frustrated with him tonight. I didn't like it, but didn't interfere with them either. S10 even told me how H was being "unreasonable" when he stepped outside...okay, he said he was being stupid. I asked why and he just stated that he wouldn't let him draw something on the back of the program.

So, this night was needed for me to see a glimpse of H. And man, when I say he was not himself, the calm cucumber that I knew him to be, he was not himself. In fact he was probably about four versions of himself....

Okay, I am a believer. If it isn't MLC, then it some serious personality disorder, but none of which have to do with me and our marriage.