Clear goals and a vision for the future

[Lyrael]

Okay-
new goals for the day.
1: Do my Kelly's mission and 15 minutes of zone cleaning (yeah, I do Flylady).
2: Make a decent dinner for Rhane and me.
3: When S goes to bed, head there myself. Take ahot shower, find a boook, go read until I fall asleep. I need some space to sort things out, and I'm falling into the trap of nagging H to come home from work ALREADY. I REALLY need to detach from this, or he and I are going to spiral into exactly where we were. I think I've screwed up pretty bad so far, but its never too late.
I need to get some SLEEP! Being tired makes me CRAZY!!!
Love to all,
Myrrh