I agree ^^. Are you exercising? Earlier in my sitch I understood for the first time in my life why some people turn to alcohol, drugs etc under very tough situations.
I hadn't been back in the gym for a long time because I'm pretty fit. But I finally kicked my butt and started going and man that was the best decision I made this year. I feel great after sweating, I'm getting more toned and I'm getting my head clear. I still cry sometimes when I'm alone. I still sometimes feel unbelievably desperate but whenever I do, I hit the gym.
M37 H36 M8 T12 inc 3yr L-dist 7/12:H broke down 10/12:H dad D frm W4. BD soon after 1/13:H wants to leave 2/13:H gpa passed. Feels closer but H still leaving 3/13: S begins