Hoping for WAS to come home

[JaxFL14]

Thanks, I understand what y'all are saying and that's pretty much what I have been doing. Just got some pressure from friends and family who think its wrong to give her money before she actual files for D. To which I told them that trying to hurt her financially is not what I should/want to do if I want us to have a chance to rebuild. That would only push her away. As long as she isn't filing for D I feel she is giving us time. Whether her reasons for not are financial or laziness or whatever, it's giving us time to possibly rebuild. She also asked me today about the dates for our August trip back to her hometown. I had been struggling with what to do there as I posted a page back asking for help. She obviously wants to still go even though I know it's just because she feels no reason we can't be friends and still go on this trip. So as advised I'm gonna let her still come and just enjoy the company, keep it light and fun and have no expectations. And on the inside I'm hoping it can plant the tiniest seed of a chance to rebuild for us. Thanks for the help. I'll look to all of you for advice and encouragement through this and you all deliver every time.

M:33
W:32
S:5,4,8 months
Bd:4-1-13
W moved out 5-4-13
ILYBNILWU, WAS, no talks of trying to save relationship yet